(The Awakening Series – Part 1)

Some mornings I scroll through the news and feel the heaviness before I even finish my coffee. Division, disaster, endless opinions. Everyone shouting, no one listening. And underneath it all, this low hum of exhaustion.

It’s hard not to wonder: where did faith go?

Not just faith in God, though that’s part of it, but faith in one another. Faith that goodness still outweighs greed, that kindness still matters, that truth still stands when the noise dies down.

We live in a time when skepticism feels smart and cynicism feels safe. We’ve learned to keep our hearts guarded, to expect disappointment, to roll our eyes at anything that sounds too hopeful. But the cost of that armor is steep. When we protect ourselves from disappointment, we also close ourselves off from wonder.

The Noise That Drowns Us

It’s not that God has gone silent. It’s that the world has gotten loud.

We’re constantly plugged in. Phones buzzing, news looping, opinions pinging from every direction. The average person takes in more information in a single day than their grandparents absorbed in a week. All that noise shapes how we think, feel, and believe.

Faith, on the other hand, is quiet. It whispers. It waits. It speaks in the still, small voice that doesn’t compete for your attention. It just is.

So when we fill every moment with headlines, to-do lists, and comparison scrolls, it’s no wonder we can’t hear it.

That’s why Jesus often withdrew to lonely places to pray. Not because He was antisocial, but because faith grows in the stillness, not the static.

The Rise of Cynicism

Cynicism is the armor of the wounded. It’s what we put on when we’ve believed before and been disappointed.

Maybe your prayers went unanswered.
Maybe someone you trusted in faith let you down.
Maybe life just didn’t turn out the way you were sure it would.

At first, cynicism feels like strength, a way to stay in control, to never be caught off guard again. But underneath it, there’s grief. Because when you decide it’s safer not to believe, you lose more than hope. You lose your sense of connection to something greater.

Faith asks you to be open, and openness feels risky in a world that values control. But faith has never been about control. It’s always been about trust.

And trust, as uncomfortable as it is, is the soil where miracles still grow.

The Subtle Drift

For many women, the loss of faith doesn’t happen in one dramatic moment. It’s more of a slow drift.

A missed Sunday here, a prayer forgotten there. A subtle dulling of the desire to connect. You still believe, technically, but it’s like living with the TV on in another room. You can hear it faintly, but you’re not tuned in.

And because we’re so used to doing faith, reading, studying, serving, we panic when the feelings fade. But feelings aren’t the foundation of faith. Relationship is.

God hasn’t moved. We’ve just gotten busy, distracted, and a little numb.

The good news? The way back isn’t complicated. It’s not about adding more spiritual noise to your life. It’s about turning down the world long enough to remember what His voice sounds like.

Honest Reflection

I’ll be the first to admit there have been seasons when I’ve looked at the world and thought, What’s the point? People lie. Leaders fall. Churches split. Even my own heart wavers between faith and fatigue.

But when I take those doubts straight to God, not hiding them or dressing them up, something shifts. He can handle our honesty. In fact, He prefers it.

The Psalms are full of it. David didn’t hold back. He cried out, “How long, Lord? Will You forget me forever?” and in the next breath declared, “But I trust in Your unfailing love.” That’s real faith, not pretending but staying in the conversation.

So if you’ve been silent with God, start there. Start with honesty. “I miss You.” “I don’t know what I believe anymore.” “Help me see You again.” Those words are prayers too.

Glimpses of Faith Still Here

Even in what feels like a faithless world, faith shows up in quiet corners:

  • A nurse whispering a prayer before a shift.

  • A friend dropping soup on your porch when you’re sick.

  • A stranger paying for the car behind them at the drive-thru.

These aren’t small things. They’re reminders. The world isn’t faithless, it’s just cluttered. Beneath the noise, goodness still pulses. God is still at work.

A Call to Awaken

Maybe that’s what this season is really about, not losing faith, but waking it up. Not trying to fix what feels broken, but noticing that faith is still alive under the ashes.

It’s in your breath.

It’s in your longing.
It’s in the part of you that still hopes, even when logic says not to.

The first step back isn’t dramatic. It’s a quiet yes.

 Yes to slowing down.
Yes to looking for light.
Yes to believing that God is not done with you or with this world.

And maybe that’s all the awakening you need to begin again.

If this stirred something in you, if you’re craving space to talk about faith honestly without pressure or performance, I’d love for you to pull up a chair at Back Porch Chats.

It’s a simple, come-as-you-are space where women gather each month for real conversations about life, Jesus, doubt, and hope.

Just $10 a month. No rules. No pretending. Just a porch, a cup of coffee, and room for you.

👉 [Join Back Porch Chats Here]

 

Veronica Drake

Veronica Drake

Intuitive Business Coach

Hi, I’m Veronica Drake—but you can call me Vee.

I’m an Intuitive Mentor and founder of The School of Spiritual Arts, where I guide women (mostly over 50) to break free from the stories they’ve been handed and reconnect with who they truly are.

My work is spiritual, practical, and a little bit sassy. I’m not here to fix you—because you’re not broken. I’m here to help you remember your wisdom, trust your intuition, and live from your sacred truth.

When one woman owns her truth, it creates a ripple—and that’s how we begin to shift the world.

Fun facts? I’m obsessed with coffee, true crime, and I once worked on a real-life murder case. (Yep. Ask me about it sometime.)

Ready to hear what your soul’s been whispering? Book a reading with me here.